"Sing!"


hey darling! i'm gin, 16, with he/it pronouns!
i draw, nap, n code too! ilysm bro!

about me!


im a dumb paraboy who was born on oct 10th, 04! i have two s/os who i lov dearly! im also a major rat lover :]
i also change my name like 74 times a year so oops.....

also!! i have tulpas! they have a carrd with their info here, but it's pass protected so i feel safe.. mutuals / friends can ask for the password though!!
oh- and fair warning this carrd looks best on pc !!

  • he/it

  • ace

  • demiro

  • white

  • short

  • tired

  • dumb

  • whiny

  • view my disorders/etc here if u'd like 2 know a bit what 2 expect when talkin!


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heads up!

I just wanted to make this page n give a warning so people know what kinda asshat they r dealing w here!

these are just disorders i have / things i do that i feel people should know !!


currently diagnosed

  • severe depression

  • general anxiety

  • post traumatic stress

  • mild paranoia

  • athazagoraphobia

  • severe adhd

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heads up!

I just wanted to make this page n give a warning so people know what kinda asshat they r dealing w here!

these are just disorders i have / things i do that i feel people should know !!


  • age regression

aka, what i like to call "baby mode"! i typically go back to abt 5-6 yrs. while im like this i tend 2 have more issues talkin and am made uncomfy by swear words/crude jokes

  • possessiveness

due to abandonment issues and toxic relationships in the past, i can be super clingy and over-protective towards my friends and loved ones. im trying to get better!

  • major mood swings

im possibly bipolar (im working on getting a dx with my therapist atm!) n i often expierence sudden violent mood swings, so i apologize in advance for those should you see them

  • soul shifts

just a fancy way that i describe when a tulpa is in control rather than me
(during one of these, it isnt likely i'll talk to anyone im not close with)

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D.N.F.

do not follow


dont even think abt running 2 my dms to tell me this is dumb lmao... clown


  • the usual dni stuff

  • anti anti / pro shipper

  • friends of these people

  • ur under 14 or over 20

  • u use s.a.m.* when you arent ace/aro-spec

  • ur against he/they lesbians / she/they gays or nb lesbians/gays

  • anti-vaxxs/anti-masks, yall are such dumb fucks

  • truscums/transmeds...

  • ur a tr*mp supporter ew

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A.T.F.

ask to follow


if you fit in w something on this list, pls ask me before getting close


  • you know me irl or from quotev... embarrassing

  • you have been/currently are in beef with my bros

  • you make a lot of nsfw stuff.... im a minor lol

  • you post a lot of tmnt- its a trigger for me n i probably wont fb if u do

  • ur a jeff the killer kin

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O.T.F.

okay to follow


if any of this applies 2 u pls talk to me ill literally cry and love u sm


  • you kin any of my ccs!!!

  • ur friends w my friends!

  • you like the same stuff as me!! holy shit ily!!!

  • ur pro self-shipping / a fellow self-shipper hi..

  • ur jsut a cool person ig

  • idk as long as ur not a piece of shit we'll prob get along lol

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K.I.M.

keep in mind


jus some lil facts abt me to remember!! a heads up abt me yknow!


  • im super super sensitive so pls dont be rude 2 me even as a joke, ill prob get rlly uncomfy... :[

  • im a tucute, but i do having dysphoria myself

  • i post a whole lot of rats/rodents in general

  • im rlly dumb so you may have to b v clear when talking 2 me (i suggest using /j, /s, /srs, etc)

  • i do tag art i rb under my kin tag if it applies but i always try n check the op's blog to see if they're ok w it first. if you want me to take the tag off just lmk!

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kin zone!

these i am uncomfy w doubles on, just dont bring it up around me n we should b okay !!

i do kin spiritually, dm me for my mems if u wanna!
highlighted = pos shift
italic = neutral shift
strike out = neg shift


primary

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kin zone!

these im slightly uncomfy w doubles, but not as bad. idc if friends r doubles!! :000

i do kin spiritually, dm me for my mems if u wanna!
highlighted = pos shift
italic = neutral shift
strike out = neg shift


secondary

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kin zone!

doubles of these r a-okay! feel free 2 talk to me abt em if u wanna! :] just b nice ofc!

i do kin spiritually, dm me for my mems if u wanna!
highlighted = pos shift
italic = neutral shift
strike out = neg shift


tertiary

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kin zone!

these are kins i have yet to kinfirm, so they may or may not go poof in the future

i do kin spiritually, dm me for my mems if u wanna!


kinsidering

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ccs zone!

my ccs! i love each and every one of them very much! pls talk to me if u kin them omg...

also this isnt all of my ccs, theres even more of these than there are kins
highlighted = extra comf!


  • all the bears in the fnaf series holy shit

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ccs zone!

my ccs! i love each and every one of them very much! pls talk to me if u kin them omg...

also this isnt all of my ccs, theres even more of these than there are kins
highlighted = extra comf!


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ccs zone!

my ccs! i love each and every one of them very much! pls talk to me if u kin them omg...

also this isnt all of my ccs, theres even more of these than there are kins
==everyone on this page is ==
a major comfort to me !


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ccs zone!

these are some comfort ships of mine, please dont hate on them in front of me aaa...

highlighted = extra comf!


  • os x dave / davetrap

  • whipped cream x dark choco

  • whipped x cotton candy

  • whipped x lemon

  • whipped x werewolf

  • phonegingi x oliver

  • whipped x dark x cotton

  • ben drowned x ticci toby

  • yoosung x mc

  • yosung x 707

  • shujinko x ukyo

  • shujinko x toma

  • shujinko x kent

  • queenie x little red

  • phonegingi x randy

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ccs zone!

these are some comfort ships of mine, please dont hate on them in front of me aaa...

highlighted = extra comf!


  • kiibo x shuichi

  • mangle x puppet

  • louis x haru x legosi

  • kazuichi x gundham

  • sayori x monika

  • cyan x pink

  • tenko x himiko

  • kaede x maki

  • mangle x toy chica

  • azusa x kanato

  • azusa x yui

  • sorbet shark x capt. ice

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ccs zone!

these are jus some general things that bring me comfort lol, not too interesting.

highlighted = extra comf!


  • soft boyf / girlf asmrs

  • plushies

  • baby rats or rodents in general

  • pretty spiders

  • minecraft builds

  • lizard vids

  • jack stauber

  • talking abt my so's/qpp

  • discussing any of my special interests

  • being in a voice chat if we're friends, hearing a voice helps ground me

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triggers

these are my triggers, ik theres a lot but pls try n remember them
tag for blogs is #runrat or #ratdontlook

underlined means theyre a squick rather than a full on trigger !!


  • mentions of spiders or scorpions being killed

  • the songs whistle by flo rida, spider on the wall by GHOST, and pretty much any song by eminem

  • needles/eye gore/things piercing the skin, and any visual stuff relating to mouth gore

  • mentions of dr/wning, h/nging, being crushed, and being 'exterminated' or poisoned

  • sort of an audio only thing but long periods of complete silence in videos or gunshots are really bad triggers

  • heavy realistic gore

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triggers

these are my triggers, ik theres a lot but pls try n remember them
tag for blogs is #runrat or #ratdontlook

underlined means theyre a squick rather than a full on trigger !!


  • the words p/ssy, c/nt, anything meaning that

  • the r slur and f slur

  • animal abuse / death, mainly w rats, cats, dogs, and snakes

  • drugs/drug use (weed jokes and cartoony drugs in images r 100% ok!)

  • r//pe or noncon, in//est, p//do things

  • mentions of spontaneous human combustion on the off chance it comes up

  • the names oumie, daniel, frank sinatra, frankie, and damien

  • grasshoppers, wasps, and freaky looking beetles, most others r ok!

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triggers

these triggers are tied to fandoms i know and are less serious than mains but r still very important !!

underlined means theyre a squick rather than a full on trigger !!


  • karlheinz, cordelia, christa, beatrix (dialovers) I literally hate them so much

  • mentions of the joker (black butler) being harmed in any way

  • hate on rika (mysme), and v's death

  • literally anything to do with k/lling st/lking, particularly sangwoo. eugh.

  • hate on monika or yuri (ddlc)

  • deaths of kokichi, celestia, tenko, gonta, and chihiro (dangan), or hate on any of those mentioned

  • anything about any tmnt series or characters

  • shuichi x kokichi, tenko x any male character, or kokichi x kiibo all make me very eugh

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"Love!"


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my party

these are my good friends! they all mean a great deal to me and i'd do absolutely anything for them!! <3333


darlings

my dears, the people who mean the absolute most to me! i love them each very very much!


aurinn

my effy

v smart n nice, u make me feel safe nd loved

leo

my boyf

soft n an absolute sweetheart
id kill n die for u

tristan

my qpp

WTF gay... litle homo man... ily my goodest homie <3

specialinterests

highlighted = current most fav


games
dayshift at freddys
dialtown
fnaf (all)
dont starve
minecraft
slime rancher
stardew valley
lobotomy corp
cookie run
mysme
amnesia memories
dialovers
music/yt
markiplier
kurtis conner
drew gooden
danny gonzalez
poofesure
joinen
FAKETYPE.
poor man's poison
pinocchiop
GHOST
mili
ferry
jarvis johnson
misc
coding
rodents
making carrds
drawing
long naps
cool retro aesthetics
animals in general
disorder research
crying a whole lot
drinking the milk in your fridge

if you know any of these people and consider them your friend/a good person, stay very far away from me. they have either caused me or someone im close to a great deal of shit, and i do not wish to get back in contact with them or their friend groups no matter what.


  • mafia-attourny / mafiacatz (deviantart)

  • ghoulish-doodles (deviantart)

  • amydico (deviantart)

  • asunlight (deviantart)

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